I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!! 

okie lulu i will update... hhaha... i just came back from the mtv u woodie awards show... i didn't htink ti was all that hawt but maybe it's cos i never really listen to "college bands" (e.g. lil brother, death cab, etc.) and oh ya ... not to be sterotypical, but i never thought that jewish dudes can rap like jamaicans, nonetheless beat box like my fellow african american friends.  the music was hot... considering i didn't know who was playing, but it's all good... oh and it was so freakin packed that me and my friends could harldy move but ya. ... oh  i saw this cute white dude ...he was in the "special" area that was seperated by "special" red ropes. lol... but ya he was pretty hot... too bad he's married hahahahha.. anyhoots... that was my night... 

countdown to next update: T- 1 year

ever since the new year started things haven't been going my way.... ...

1. car accident

2. been to the hospital once.... maybe now twice... (visiting a family memeber... not me... though sometimes i wish it was me instead...)

3. grades aren't going so well...   but it is getting better... just that i hace to work really really hard now....  sigh

yea.. a lotta unhappy things are occuring as of this moment... it's not that i am superstitious, but i am starting to believe in those chinese peepo wit their predictions and stuff.. ... i never believed it until now

tho things aren'g going my way ... my firends and family were always there fo rme... so that i am most grateful for... like my friend julie would always tell me "you are already at your lowest point in life, it can't possibly get worse... the only direction is up"   tanx julie... tho i know you aren't into this xanga stuff and hta tyou will prob never read this.... thanx for your guidance... you are my role model.. and bi bow down to you   ... haha.. .. i   u.... LOL.

imam pray tonight...so hopefully things will get better...